Chapter 380 — I'm an Infinite Regressor, But I've Got Stories to Tell

Chapter 380

The chapter begins with the protagonist waking from a nightmare, referred to simply as 'she' since she has not yet earned the title of Saintess. Suffering from sleep paralysis and hallucinations caused by sleeping pills, she hears a voice from her past self interacting with a mysterious entity referred to with redacted names ('■■'). This internal dialogue reveals she is observing her past self, creating a recursive loop of memory and observation. She proceeds with her routine: peeling a banana, checking her blank calendar, and noting a single entry, '6 June: END,' confirming her plan to die on that date. She liquidates her assets, donating 93% of her 9.78 billion won fortune to carefully vetted NGOs, finding unexpected happiness in the act despite her self-loathing. As she prepares for suicide by taking zolpidem and a barbiturate, her vision blurs and she falls back into a nightmare state. In this dream, the world is a nuclear ruin filled with grotesque monsters. A white, shadowy figure resembling a human appears, speaking with a mechanical, unnatural voice. The shadow admits it is her own future self or an echo, possessing limited power and unable to reveal specific truths due to constraints. It begs her to delay her suicide, warning that her future life as a hero will be ungrateful and lonely; people will feel betrayed upon discovering she is not a '■■', and her efforts will ultimately crumble as the world ends again. The shadow explains that its presence is a plea to prolong her life long enough to meet one specific person who she will come to like, implying this connection is the only reason to endure the impending suffering.

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