Chapter 463 — I'm an Infinite Regressor, But I've Got Stories to Tell

Chapter 463

The chapter opens with Yu Ji-won watching Go Yuir (referred to as Mr. Matiz) sleep in a dim lodging. She reveals her internal state: she is not a psychopath but lacks the ability to feel emotion, perceiving the world as if submerged underwater, which distorts visual and auditory input. She applies a bluish energy mask to his face to aid his breathing and breathes his scent, a gift from him, which calms her mind. Matiz wakes briefly, asking a vague question, while Yu Ji-won internally questions the nature of love and whether her feelings for him qualify, ultimately concluding she feels no emotion toward him. Matiz wakes fully, commenting on her biting his neck and asking why she doesn’t need sunscreen. Yu Ji-won lies, claiming her youth protects her, while internally admitting she avoids sunlight because it cannot penetrate her underwater perception. She explains she arranged for a caregiver for her grandmother to create an alibi after murdering the 'reincarnator' (Go Yuri). Matiz expresses mild fear at her calculating nature, which Yu Ji-won analyzes as a joke. Seeking to understand emotion, Yu Ji-won touches Matiz’s hand, sending bubbles into his body to synchronize their heartbeats. This connection allows her to physically feel his heartbeat and, by extension, his emotional states. As they ride bicycles uphill, Matiz complains of hardship, which Yu Ji-won labels analytically but now feels as his emotion. At a scenic viewpoint, Matiz marvels at the sunset. Through the synchronized heartbeat, Yu Ji-won experiences 'beauty' as he does. The chapter concludes with them holding hands, Yu Ji-won smiling artificially but genuinely content in her existence as an 'empty' vessel who borrows his emotions and heartbeat to feel alive.

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